a penny for my thoughts
sometimes I dream of robbing a bank
maybe you'd see me on the local news
it'd ask have you seen this man?
and you'd pay me a thought,
well wishes.
when I was 9, I wished
for my grandma to walk again
the quarter splashed in
the strip mall's fountain
before clinking onto the tiled floor
as if winking to me
ever since then,
I keep a quarter in my shoe,
just in case.
if a thought is love's currency,
then I have been penny-pinching
the time we have spent together
if I did not have enough change,
would you count it
against me?
heartbreak will leave you bankrupt
my burnt-holed pockets think
maybe if I save up enough,
I can accrue some interest
I am indebted to the memory of you,
a cruel creditor and me,
a faithful debtor.
here I am,
at the bank,
again
my reflection in the ATM loading screen
vacant eyes - a failure of imagination
hands in pocket,
fingers blister for change.